4. (you)

so now you wonder why …

okay,

you never tried

we both know i am hard to know

don´t waste my time

i don´t pretend

so what about you

i love honest, i play hard, i work hard

(don´t waste my time)

turning your back on me

showing me jelaousy

pussy

you wait for things

i „go get it“

yeah wonder why …

i can´t stand liars

let´s be honest

i am loyal, i am free

blame yourself – don´t blame me

lost chances

wrong choices

blind vs. wrong interpetations

we both know, you´ve lost

one chance – gone wrong

you let me down,

you died for me

i deserve more

shit goes deep

i send you love

you def gonn´ need it, boy

 

 

 

 

my personal „before I die – list“

before I die I want to hug an elephant baby.

before I die I want to plant a tree.

before I die I want to leave great work that makes people feel something.

before I die I want to be the greatest person I can be.

before I die I want to visit africa.

before I die I want to speak fluently greek.

before I die, I want to be someone´s love of his life.

before I die, I want to write my own little song.

before I die, I want to write the poem of my life.

before I die, I want to dance on „terence trend d´arby – sign your name“ naked in my living room and laugh about myself.

before I die, I want to play the guitar.

before I die I want to hug him again.

 

Das Abenteuer der Malerei.

 

„Ich habe Abscheu vor Leuten, die über das „Schöne“ sprechen.

Was ist das Schöne? In der Malerei muss man über Probleme sprechen. Gemälde sind nichts anderes als Forschung und Experiment.

Ich male nie ein BIld als Kunstwerk. Alle sind sie Forschungen. Ich forsche unaufhörlich und in all diesem Weitersuchen liegt eine logische Enfaltung.“

 

Pablo Picasso

knock out.

They say wake up.

Only you know.

You did 7 years ago.

They say come back.

Just settle down.

And if they ask how you feel you don´t even try to describe.

What is it that keeps you up all night?

What is it that keeps you up all night?

They say things that stop you dreaming.

Some things just don´t feel right.

You can´t go back.

How does it feel?

They say you should stay.

They say you should come back.

Just, settle down.

Wake up.

But you know you did 7 years ago.

And you don´t compromise.

You know it is hard.

But that´s how it is.

So, that`s how you decide.

And when you got nothing left- you got nothing to loose.