we are all kind of different. your process doesn´t have to be similar to mine. your story can be different. your struggles does not have to be the same as mine. but what I know is that fear, anger, pain and the desire of love or desire of healing is what we as human beings have truely in common.
So what changed? „I stopped being ignorant.“ „I started listening to my inner self.“ „I acknowledged my anger and disappointment came from a hurtful, inner, deeper place.“ „I realized how powerful words are and understood that words destroy or heal.“ „So if I had to decide , to continue being that person who does not care at all or that person that is willing to learn, willing to open up and listen, able to give back to people who struggle […]
i was pretty, i was silent, i had brown long hair and i remember people back then, attacked me verbal and physically. i was pretty, i was sad, i was mad and kept it mostly to myself. a teacher cold me „Lolita“ one day. old, disgusting, man. once he hit me. another teacher was touching my hair. since I told him to not ever touch me again. he got mad and started treating me differently. started yelling at me in […]
Sometimes it is worth the pain. Everytime I fail, I know it doesn´t take me long to stand up again. Sometimes it´s worth the ride. My life seems like an rollercoaster. I fail, I learn, I grow, there is nothing left to hide.
who would you be without your pride? I care about you. but decided I want to be surrounded by people who are not affraid to love me for who I am. not affraid of me being to much, to loud, to bold and pretty or to wild. your pride is standing in the way of our destiny. you are affraid, I could hurt you. you are affraid of a powerful woman. you want to see me falling down. you made […]
For when we hold a person deeply in our hearts, we hold their darkness as well as their light. We must accept both faces. Intimacy is depth of learning. Intimacy means that we are naked and free. Intimacy means we´re safe enough to reveal the truth in all it´s creative chaos. Having negative emotions does not make us bad. Feelings need to be accepted as they are. (Chance to heal) In the presence of light and non jugdemental listening – […]
meine beste Freundin schrieb : „das ist wirklich das was einen Künstler ausmacht, denn er versinkt in seiner Welt und in seiner Leidenschaft, so das er gar nicht selbst bemerkt, dass er auch andere mitreißt. Du machst das alles für dich und das ist das besondere an der Kunst… du kriechst niemandem in den Arsch. Du verkaufst deine Seele nicht. Du bleibst bei dir. In deiner eigenen Welt. Ich wünschte mir so sehr vom Herzen, dass das jeder erkennt.“