today I´ve read this sentence: whatever you don´t use – you loose. if you quit you loose.
(and i won´t quit till i get what i deserve)
this process is healing.
i am thinking and reflecting.
my work is based on reflection.
i am a visionary.
i am so curious.
i am exploring my own universe.
my struggle was preparation.
i went through dark shit.
found a way back to my enlightenment.
and this feels authentic.
i am transforming.
my soul is guiding.
i am taking my time and i am disciplined enough to stay focused.
i returned to myself.
i missed myself for a long time.
my spirit is huge.
i am calm.
so so calm.
so so so calm,
i am not fighting against myself – my soul is leading.
this feels like home.
i believe in the higher plans of god.
i am able to look in the mirror and say: there is a long way to go but you will be fine. because you decide.
i am so thankful for my loyal friends.
i forgive you, i forgave myself.
i choose light.
i walk with consciousness.
live in clarity. (that´s what i want)
i know who i am.
of course, i loved you.
but there is a bigger plan for me.
i see, you don´t love yourself.
you are the one who is scared of me.
but i always expressed my truth.
you are afraid of my emotions.
i loved you more than you loved yourself.
but i love myself most.
i see your support and i appreciate your support.
and i am really proud of myself today.
my will is strong.
this is the cure.
my joy is my greatest success.
i am deep as the ocean.
every emotion makes sense.
i am a woman.
i am a great, multi – faced woman, i am a authentic free speaker, i am a enlightenment thinker.
i was prepared my whole life.
my father was teaching me the most.
and u know this.
and i know that.
all i do right now is taking a few steps back.
i gave u more than i thought i could.
and i don´t even expect something back.
all i want is : to live my highest truth and serve humanity.
my intension is love.
i am expressing and living my highest truth right now.
everything else is coming up.
this is my way.
one day i read this sentence:
„everything good will be attacked“
my answer is: