„i feel really good and balanced today. really good. my mom and me , we are talking since yesterday night again. i see and read and feel the change.
it´s huge. she sounds different.
her words are chosen more aware.
it was a heavy road, man.
it´s been a long road.
but today i can say : i am overwhelmed and proud to see and experience this huge change. i thought they would never change.
let see we are learning and growing, reflecting, we are starting the dialogues now.
it´s new for me to see that , people i love are willing to reflect on their past and become aware of their own thoughts and words.
this means a lot.
For a better future you know?
man life is good.
so good right now.
good, good feelings right now.
that´s the feeling of success.
my heart mom you are in my heart.
sometimes we got to fight and argue in order to return to ourselves, willing think, willing to reflect , for a better future.
for a better conversations based on trust.
some leave. some return. but distance is a good idea sometimes. nothing is fine. we all got a past. it´s okay to argue if necessary. but respect is important. tolerance is important.
truth always wins. love always wins. love means acceptance. and tolerance. hate is disrespect. and if someone attacks you scream, yell, do something. express your emotions and don´t be afraid to fight your enemies for a better future. if your will is good. no worries.
It´s okay to talk about it and share our experiences in order to learn from past mistakes.
„big personal revolution“ it was long road till now. depression is real. it´s a real thing. stop lying and you start healing. we are on our roads and patience is everything.
respect is another thing.
(i was always talking about the brain, about self reflection, self confrontation, self healing (based on my mindset and emotions and feelings, fears. juxtapositions, always. you know and i know. we all know. u don´t want me to succeed huh? but i won my own metamorphosis.)
i write about my personal experiences and i write in so many different ways.
in german, english.
in different moods , ways of expression.
do you remember when i said „i got 100 ways to express?“
i am just saying.
i am gifted and i stay grateful for ever.
i am modern , i am new , i am mixed , i am proud being greek and I have the big , big influence of germany because i was born and raised here so i am strict and direct and keep myself disciplined like german people truly are.
we are not separated from each other.
i got say i am willing to share so others can get inspired of my personal road.
i am high sensitive, i am strong, i am a woman, an universal soul.
and i won´t change for anybody but I return to myself as good as I can,
More and more and now just thought about it again.
I mean my mother and me, we were fighting and arguing for a long time.
A loooooong time.
I feel the change time after time.
It´s not possible to explain this feeling right now.
It´s worth 1.0000000000000 words but I can´t so I won´t even try.
My patience was worth the ups and downs all my life and I am willing to learn, grow, listen, share my wisdom.
I am serving you right and you know it.
You know it.
Everything I want, is good for all of us.
For all of us.
And I am smiling this is freedom right now.
We are never done.
We are still learning.
We won´t forget.
But we start transforming and I feel the Joy right now.
Everyone of us.
This is love.
This is love.
I love her and I won´t regret anything I did and say.
I am not Jesus not God.
I am just a little piece of this big world.
I am proud of us.
And by us I mean the few that know now.
This is chaining.
Good will always be attacked.
But truth always wins.
This has been a big big big big lesson for me.. for 28 years? Okay.
And now I say: