„i´ve trusted her first. she didn’t. i gave her all my love. my attention. my wisdom. my knowledge. my words. everything. i thought she was in need of my help.
but help is for those who want and appreciate it. you can say help. but from now on i say „support“ cause people are in need and if we help everyone, where are we going? we can not help everyone. we can give support and see what happens. that´s it.“
„bitch fight is horrible. it´s to heavy for us women. in my private life i don´t want to be boss. i don´t. i choose and want trust and if i could remind you again and myself i would say:
make sure that if you close the door , the door is closed. (so simple)
i believe in values and trust.
and it´s always worth it to try it again.
give and see what happens.
just be a giver.
it always feels better.
i fight and argue with closest family members because i want them to be good.
it´s not mean. it´s honest.
i am looking for honest conversations.
it returns to us natural.
giving is always better.
it´s good to be a giver.
and i am not talking about material.
and it´s a beautiful thing to give and share time and conversations.
i did not loose anything.
i always win wisdom.
and 1 friend i thought it was.
today i know it was not my friend.
it was my biggest enemy for the last years and it changed all the time cause i could not understand why.
i am not here to prove anyone who i am.
i already know.
everyone who is not able to hear and trust, must go.
i am no stranger.
my soul is love.
and if i have to repeat it 1.Mio times, I will.