without fear. fear of what others could say. without fear. fear of what others could think. without fear. fear of not being enough, not being succesful, fear of being to much or fear of being vu not perfect. just being and becoming, just living, just doing, exploring, creating, expressing and loving. without fear. (un)vulnearable and free.
you are excactly where you should be, right now. stop looking for recognition in other people. you are not special, we are not special, if we die, the world goes on without us. and that´s the way it goes. this is the truth. you are excactly where you should be, right now, is the right place for you. you have enough, we have enough. there is nothing more to add. stop being in need of this… in need of that. […]
i was pretty, i was silent, i had brown long hair and i remember people back then, attacked me verbal and physically. i was pretty, i was sad, i was mad and kept it mostly to myself. a teacher cold me „Lolita“ one day. old, disgusting, man. once he hit me. another teacher was touching my hair. since I told him to not ever touch me again. he got mad and started treating me differently. started yelling at me in […]
„Ich habe Abscheu vor Leuten, die über das „Schöne“ sprechen. Was ist das Schöne? In der Malerei muss man über Probleme sprechen. Gemälde sind nichts anderes als Forschung und Experiment. Ich male nie ein BIld als Kunstwerk. Alle sind sie Forschungen. Ich forsche unaufhörlich und in all diesem Weitersuchen liegt eine logische Enfaltung.“ Pablo Picasso
They say wake up. Only you know. You did 7 years ago. They say come back. Just settle down. And if they ask how you feel you don´t even try to describe. What is it that keeps you up all night? What is it that keeps you up all night? They say things that stop you dreaming. Some things just don´t feel right. You can´t go back. How does it feel? They say you should stay. They say you should […]