der Schlüssel bist du. hat sie gewonnen? ich schweige seid Wochen, alles andere strengt mich nur an. ich arbeite weiter. ich erschaffe und leide sowieso. wer denn nicht? huh? wer denn nicht? manchmal frag ich mich zwischen drin: werde ich je wieder wirklich, wirklich Spaß haben? hoffentlich man. noch nie war mir so scheiß langweilig. ich penn nachmittags ständig ein. also schreibe ich jetzt: was wird was ist was war ich schaff das ich kann das ich mach das […]

Kategorien: IN-SIGHT • Tags: Christina Dimitra

what inspires you at the moment?  right now i feel inspired by draq queens or let me say … different characters and personalities i imagine … I also feel really inspired by all the women and different personalities in my family. One is really vulgar .. she used to smudge her eyeliner and used to wear bush up bra´s and mini skirts … she is not that kind of perfectionist more the opposite of a „lady“ you know and not […]

Kategorien: IN-SIGHT • Tags: Christina Dimitra

yesterday I walked down the street and felt free. yesterday I stopped thinking about my past. yesterday I stopped thinking about time. gave a homeless person 2 Euro. continued frustrated. tired. continued. repeated the words „still grateful in my head.“ I feel lost I feel free. yesterday I followed my heart. today the doc asked me : if I am an artist and I said „yes“ yesterday I called my sister. today she called me back. yesterday I called my […]

Kategorien: IN-SIGHT • Tags: Christina Dimitra