spiritual gangster.

one of my most favorite actors on this planet is „Robert De Niro“…

he is authentic and he is able to play any role with such an powerful, empathic sensitivity and I adore and respect him for his grounded persona in real life.

he reminds me on my father…

we used to watch classic mafia movies togehter.

he was fascinated with these movies.

„goodfellas, casino, donnie brasco, the godfather…“

I guess most men are into that kind of movies…

my father was lookin´up to „Robert De Niro“… my grandfather reminded me of one of those mafia guys / characters in „godfather“.

that´s where my inspiration came from –  to call myself “ spiritual gangster“.

I am fascinating by darkness as a personality that´s why my work seems dark … coming from this family with these different characters but mostly dominating, strong men and at the same time equal inspired to follow my light as a spirit and as woman like all these innocent, strong believing and caring, hard working, loving and loyal women in my family.


christina dimitra


Das Abenteuer der Malerei.


„Ich habe Abscheu vor Leuten, die über das „Schöne“ sprechen.

Was ist das Schöne? In der Malerei muss man über Probleme sprechen. Gemälde sind nichts anderes als Forschung und Experiment.

Ich male nie ein BIld als Kunstwerk. Alle sind sie Forschungen. Ich forsche unaufhörlich und in all diesem Weitersuchen liegt eine logische Enfaltung.“


Pablo Picasso

authentic power vocabulary (gary zukav).

authentic power: alignment of the personality with the soul (with harmony, cooperation, sharing, and reverence for Life)

external power: ability to manipulate and control

Characteristics of an Authentically Empowered Personality : humbleness, clarity, forgiveness, love

Emotional Awareness : becoming aware of everything that you are feeling at every moment

Fear : produces painful emotions (physical sensations)

Humble :  free to love and to be who you are; no artificial standards to live up to; content with the fulfillment of your authentic needs; not burdened with artificial needs

Sharing :  an intention of the soul; giving all that you have and receiving all that the Universe gives you; an energetic dynamic that enriches both the giver and the receiver

Soul – the immortal part of yourself that existed before you were born and will exist after you die

Stress – painful experiences created by resisting your life

Universal Human – a human who is beyond nation, race, religion, sex, and economic circumstance; a citizen of the Universe whose allegiance is to Life; the highest potential of a multisensory human

beyond the normal range of achievement.


 Courage of discovering who you are.

Beyond boundaries.

Hold your inner center and act out of there.

Get rid of fear.

Heroic act of transformation.

Anti – Programmatic – Life.

We must let go of the life we had planned.

The masks of god.

Slay the dragon of your ego.

Nirvana is a psychological state of mind.