it is so easy to say yes, it´s hard to say no. it´s easy to judge, so easy to blame. it´s hard to trust, it´s hard to believe, it´s hard to choose risks. give your best , expect less. be honest with you, do what you do. trust in your visions. let go of what doesn´t belong to you. it´s easy to live a routine life, it´s easier to lie, so easy to destroy, it´s harder to built it´s easy […]
SELF CONFRONTATION MEANS ALLOWING YOURSELF TO FEEL HOW YOU FEEL AND KNOW IT WILL PAST AND GUIDE YOU TO SOMETHING NEW. EVERYTHING CHANGES BY RECOGNIZING YOUR INNER FEARS. YOU´LL UNDERSTAND, THAT FEAR IS JUST AN IDEA OF SOMETHING THAT COULD HAPPEN, BUT MIGHT AIN´T TRUE. YOU´LL UNDERSTAND, THAT FEAR IS JUST ANOTHER PERSPECTIVE OF THE DESIRE FOR LOVE. FOCUS ON NOW, FOCUS ON FEELING AND ASK YOURSELF „WHAT WOULD BE THE WORSE THAT COULD HAPPEN TO ME, RIGHT NOW?“ TAKE […]
ABOUT MY LATEST PROJECT / BOOK : A VISUAL EPIPHANY A visual Epiphany is inspired by my self recognition. Every self portrait and face painting was created by myself. I use(d) different material for skin, one light and one camera. A visual epiphany is about a seven-year-long self confrontation. About my personal experience and journey to my own creative path. As a human being, creator and artist – I dedicate my book and project – to all who are searching […]
in order to write I need to isolate myself for a while. I need silence. i confront myself with the highest. i leave people who can not accept me as an artist. they interrupt i explain it. i can not waste my energy by letting other humans irritate me (thiefs) i need space. i protect my mindset. i create. i write. i think. i reflect. i explore. i read. i don´t waste my energy on everyday problems. (that is to […]
she was a woman with own principals. A woman with pride. A woman with big effect on my personal life. A woman who cared. A woman who shared. I´ll make sure to keep our stories alive. I loved to see you smile. Sometimes I would put on your fat glasses , granny glasses, so you would laugh. You loved my sense of humor. I loved to make you laugh. What I found in you, was trust. I love the way […]
You must feel afraid of me. How come? Bow down. You think you are playing? Your game sucks. Everyone knows. Hahahaha. I am fucking intelligent, bitch. I am graceful. Do you remember how you cried, how you bagged me? You said „Please, Please help me.“ Step back.