integrity.

Do more things you love, do more things you are afraid of. Test it. Feel it. Experience it. Figure it out. 

Leave your comfort zone.

In order to change. And plan your next steps.

Little or big ones. I am working on a new book right now. And I am grateful for all the opportunities coming my way. I don´t say I am leading, I don´t say I am better I just stay true to my character and soul and say I am living and sharing my truth.

I was born to be the person I am today.

As you are born to be the person you are right now.

It was challenging and painful to become who I am. I believe it was hard for you, to keep pushing yourself and keep hoping and I believe that you´ve been through shit, as well.

But it was all worth it. You know why? This is how growth feels like.

We fail and we stand up again. And we are able to prove ourselves that we are enough. That we can if there is will.

I am great. And no one will ever till me different.

I am a great, loving and a fighting woman. I fight for a better future.

I don´t allow negativity to destroy my joy and gratitude. We are all seeking for happiness. For our own acceptance.

But it starts right here and right now.

No status, No money.

It is our inner attitude. It depends on our mindset.

It depends on how we look at things.

Negative thinking is not productive. 

And optimism is a lie. What is interesting? What´s the third perspective?

„How can I reach it, How can I become joyful, How can I become creative, How?“

Human pain is natural.

It´s starts with the way you think about yourself and others. If you are happy with the person you see in the mirror, you can be really proud of who you are right now.

Its not even about the job. It´s about your attitude first of all.

 That´s the realest success and the biggest success.

Let go of people who want you to be different and let go of people who can´t love you the way you already are.

You can not make another person love you.

It´s not possible.

Either they do or not.

If someone makes u feel less, If someone talks negative towards you and try to keep you down, if someone laughs about your pain and leaves when you are weak and feel bad, you got to be brave enough to close the door behind you and choose : yourself.

Live your truth and focus on a better future.

Make the best out of your situation.

Imagine yourself in a situation that inspires you and makes you feel good.

Self-Respect means: I treat ohers respectful and I treat myself with respect. 

Self-Love means: I accept others as they are and I accept myself as I am right now. 

Self-Forgiveness means: I apologize to myself for false thinking and for painful thinking about myself and forgive others for treating me wrong.

You decide if you want to continue, you decide if it´s time to say „Bye“

You are able to fell in love with yourself and the life you are living right now. 

Nothing will ever makes your happier if you are not able to feel and appreciate yourself right now.

There is no luck.

I believe in hard work.

If you are looking for success, start with your own mindset. 

Reflect on yourself and on your personal decisions.

Stop blaming others.

Guilt is not the answer.

Change the words in your mind and start pushing yourself, start motivating yourself and allow yourself to find inspiration. Stop waiting for ideas. Read the books. Listen to the masters of whatever. Stop waiting for someone to help you. You are not a victim.

Stop looking at the world as a victim.

Your life is meant for you to be lived. 

Optimist are liars.

„You will be fine.“

„How can you know?“ 

I say: Do the best out of your situation.

Opportunities are always mixed with difficulties.

Nothing is easy. But it could always be worse. 

So stop waiting for another person to lift you up. 

Be your own mentor and motivate yourself as good as possible.

You are not a victim.

We are still here. And we are living our truth.

And we decide how we want to treat ourselves and how we want to treat others. 

infinity.

it matters how i think about myself. 

it matters how i feel about myself.

it matters how i talk to myself.

everyday.

it matters how i choose for myself. 

it matters how i treat myself. 

it matters that i listen to myself – every day. 

it matters every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month, every year. 

if i am good – then you are good then we are good. 

if you are good – then they are good-  then we are better. 

the only healing energy is god and god is light and light is love and love is not romance, love is acceptance and the ability to return to our souls. 

you are human but your soul is infinite potential. 

 

enlightenment thinker.

today I´ve read this sentence: whatever you don´t use – you loose. if you quit you loose. 

(and i won´t quit till i get what i deserve)

this process is healing. 

i am thinking and reflecting.

my work is based on reflection.

i am a visionary. 

i am so curious.

i am exploring my own universe.

my struggle was preparation.

i went through dark shit.

found a way back to my enlightenment.

and this feels authentic.

i am transforming. 

my soul is guiding. 

i am taking my time and i am disciplined enough to stay focused.

i returned to myself.

i missed myself for a long time.

my spirit is huge.

i am calm.

so calm.

so so calm.

so so so calm,

so balanced.

i am not fighting against myself – my soul is leading.

this feels like home.

i believe in the higher plans of god.

i am able to look in the mirror and say: there is a long way to go but you will be fine. because you decide. 

endless hope.

big vision.

i am so thankful for my loyal friends.

i forgive you, i forgave myself.

i choose light. 

i walk with consciousness.

live in clarity. (that´s what i want) 

i know who i am.

of course, i loved you.

but there is a bigger plan for me.

i see, you don´t love yourself.

you are the one who is scared of me.

but i always expressed my truth.

you are afraid of my emotions.

i loved you more than you loved yourself.

but i love myself most.

i see your support and i appreciate your support.

and i am really proud of myself today.

my will is strong.

this is the cure.

my joy is my greatest success.

i am deep as the ocean.

every emotion makes sense.

i am a woman.

i am a great, multi – faced woman, i am a authentic free speaker, i am a enlightenment thinker. 

i was prepared my whole life.

my father was teaching me the most.

and u know this.

and i know that.

all i do right now is taking a few steps back.

i gave u more than i thought i could.

and i don´t even expect something back.

all i want is : to live my highest truth and serve humanity.

my intension is love.

i am expressing and living my highest truth right now.

everything else is  coming up.

this is my way.

one day i read this sentence:

„everything good will be attacked“ 

my answer is:

next. 

changes of wisdom.

i am passionate about changes. 

i love the fact, that we as human are able to transform our lives and minds.

we are the only creatures who are able to transform and able to create and use our minds in such an complex but intelligent way.

i am fascinated by the word and experience of transformation.

everyone can become a great leader. (that is what i know) 

start with your family.

my father once asked me : 

„Christina, what is the solution of a war? what do you think?“

It took me 3 sec to answer and the answer was: „philosophy.“ 

And we started arguing aggressive  for 20 minutes `cause it might seemed to simple for him – so he got mad.

And then I said: 

„You are a bad listener. You blame others. But you don´t ask for solution. You don´t want to think about solutions. instead you decide to blame others. blame me for the wrong answer. what is wrong with my answer? Think about it first. You want to believe that we live in a bad world, where rich people destroy our planet. That is the image you have of your world. This the image that most people have about the world. But there are people out there – writing poets, talented and gifted artists, who paint for humanity, leader who speak their truth, teacher, mothers, fathers who work hard, philosopher are wise people – who write with hope for better – great thinker deserve millions of dollars – motivational coaches of wisdom – who serve that many people and unfortunately not everyone is willing to „listen“  – humanity is able to change. to learn and transform. It might take time. But it is not impossible. It is possible to keep the balance of love and hate. so this world is paradox. we need a better balance. we need more of good and less of hate. But for now : start with your family. you have your own big war. start with yourself. start with your family. and then ask „how can I change this world and make a difference and leave a mark“. 

After this he was shocked.

And I remember that moment so well.

„I ´ve never raised my voice in front of my father. I was powerful and fast and I was shocked – as he was shocked and then he said.

„Christina , you are crazy.“

„I am crazy enough to believe I am able to leave a mark and change my world for better..“

wow I am so ready to discuss with men. I am ready to raise my voice. I am ready to give you the answer.

at the same time – I respect him and I love him and i believe he was my biggest trainer – he made me – therefore I am grateful but he is scared and he experienced bad things as I did and he is not willing to change his state of thinking, yet.

„So whatever“

We are not done „by blaming others“ it´s not the solution.

It´s poor thinking. 

Most of us are scared of this world – of the white rich bad guy. we forgot the most powerful energy is love and wisdom and information and team work and our responsibility is to train kids better.

we need philosophy as we need music and water.

this world needs more leaders and i am not talking about stars or in general famous people.

no.

everyone wants to be fame now.

that is not the solution.

i am talking about faithful leaders who speak their truth if they feel like speaking.

willing to pass their experiences in a truthful way and learn from life experiences so they can pass their wisdom to other people.

we learn from each other.

god is big.

god is everything you can travel and understand – if you see the ocean – there must be a bigger intelligent than we are able to describe and understand.

all you need is to trust.

there is something higher, bigger, most intelligent, a concept – named god or „universe“.

all you need to know is that you are a part of this whole concept.

and god is the pure energy of synchronized, floating love and love is the strongest energy we are able to feel.

love heals, love is able to transform anything.

love is the biggest energy for creation.

look at this planet.

love stays while pain goes away.

love is the only truth.

and love is god.