guidance, protection, higher wisdom.

we need faith.

faith to fight our enemies. 

faith to continue. 

faith to open up and faith to choose love instead of hate. 

love is a never – ending learning process.

they say „the biggest revenge is great success.“ 

ok so let´s get  it.

everything good – will be attacked. (that´s a fact)

i am ready.

most women like me – feel rejected. 

we are used to that.

good looking , talented, outstanding women.

most women like me – feel rejected, ignored and misunderstood.

a woman who loves herself and enjoys her life?

(shut up)

and speaks out her mind? 

(shut up)

of course i got people supporting me. 

and i am able to say : i am healed

my mind is different than years ago. 

my spirit is leading.

i know, i am not alone. 

i  got you.

my family always got my back.

can you see how fast we run?

i grow fast. 

i feel protected.

i am guided.

so you are.

we live in a physically world in a physical body.

but no limits for your soul.

no limits for my soul.

my soul is big.

let us become the change we need to be for this world.

let´s start now. 

step by step. 

of course i am scared.

of course you are.

but i chose to win.

and we already won.

„when do you start building ?“ „if i am done“ 

i want you to be brave, strong, motivated and i want you to learn to listen to yourself

to speak when you feel like speaking your truth.

i want you to be a thinker.

a dreamer.

a do-er.

a human being with sense of humor.

i want you to fight for better.

be respectful.

fight for yourself.

fight for the people you love.

protect your dreams.

never stop dreaming.

set your goals.

ask for wisdom.

be brave enough to love.

learn to open up.

write it all down.

i want you to start believing in yourself as you believe in others.

do you believe in god?

i want you to support others as you would love to be supported. 

i want you to be loyal if you want others to be loyal. 

i want you to be fair. 

i want you to be your authentic self – cause this is how the world needs you to be.

you are unique.

i want you to be sensitive and strong at the same time.

like a mother – like a father.

i want you to be the best you possibly can.

wherever you are and whatever you choose – do it the best way you possibly can. 

take your time.

follow your own rituals.

if you need help – ask for help.

learn to ask.

like a child would ask.

„i ask for wisdom. i ask for guidance.“ 

i want you to live your life according your goals.

practice self acceptance – how are you talking to yourself?

change „i can not“ with „how can i“ 

speak better to yourself.

we are used to be treated less than we are.

repeat the words you want to believe about yourself.

they say „success is like the ocean“ 

i don´t say i am a good artist.

i say i am already the greatest version of myself. 

i am a huge giver and caring person and a big loving soul.

as you are.

and no one will ever change this.

not even evil.

i am a visionary. 

i am willing to serve humanity.

my tools are right here with me.

all i need to do is continue walking.

right now i am running.

i am scared.

of course.

everything must change.

life is preparing me. life is preparing us.

and if you are reading this – you are closer to me and able to feel your own soul.

 

Christina Dimitra, 26th November  2018

every place is the right place

you are excactly where you should be, right now.

stop looking for recognition in other people.

you are not special, we are not special, if we die, the world goes on without us. and that´s the way it goes.

this is the truth.

you are excactly where you should be, right now, is the right place for you.

you have enough, we have enough. there is nothing more to add.

stop being in need of this… in need of that. stop being in need of something, just hold on and look what you already have…

i woke up this morning and said „thank you“ …

and i stopped comparing myself to other people … i stopped comparing myself to other people.

i am my original self, this is my jounrey, this is my experience, i am focusing on spiritual growth.

i want to become aware, everyday.

i want to be a reflected person.

i am neither a good person, neither a bad.

i don´t call myself perfect, i am human.

we are human.

our minds are filled with negative words.

we should learn to focus on „how to get rid of these words we are calling ourselves first“

we all experienced traumas…

our minds , our egos can be toxic to ourselves … to others …

everyone has an ego.

we are human.

i don´t want to compare myself to anybody, i want to express my authentic self …

sometimes i feel like i am enough for myself and sometimes i become aware of my own judgmental thinking…

we are all scared.

everyone fails, this is so natural.

especially successful people.

take risks.

don´t be afraid of risks.

and i should stop telling myself that „i am not enough because of this because of that … it sucks … it is not necessary … to keep telling myself that i am this and that, i don´t want to judge myself anymore…  i want to forgive myself … forgive my ego… forgive others… my soul is powerful …. and my soul wants to grow …. and some people in my life have a big problem with my decissions. some people in my family don´t really support me on my spiritual journey… some friends i had to let go… it is not easy and life is not fair … that´s the truth. life is not fair. life won´t give you what you need. this is not the concept of life. it is a spiritual journey filled with obstacles.

i want joy. step by step.

all my life i felt depressed. all my life i was surrounded by depressed, hurt people who decide to continue hurting each other… people who keep lying to themselves.

i want joy.

i want to be honest with myself.

i want to respect myself.

i want to be proud of myself.

i want to do my best.

i want to learn everyday.

i am not perfect.

i am not everybody´s darling.

but i love myself.

i forgive myself.

i am neither good or bad, i am human.

i said „thank you“ …

i woke up this morning and said „thank you“ …

„1 more day to explore, 1 more day to experience some more, to look at persons I might see for the last time, I mean who knows? I don´t. You don´t. I don´t take my life for granted. I don´t. Do you? 1 more day to reflect myself and my own decisions, 1 more day to look at this beautiful chaos, 1 more day to become silent and listen, 1 more day to write, 1 more day to smile at another person, 1 more day to speak empowering words, 1 more day…“

i choose risk because it feels good.

i look at life and keep thinking „what an intelligent concept“

i don´t like routine. i don´t believe in plans, i trust in higher … call it the universe .. call it god.

i want to focus on now…

i want to learn everyday and teach, speak, create, write, i want to become my highest, truest, authentic experession of myself…

i say „thank you“ everyday.