„fighter“

„Most people think life must be either good or totally bad. But it´s like: if you have a purpose, the universe is guiding you and testing you daily. My vision is bigger than expected. But I choose inner safety above all. A loyal man on my side and I definitely want kids one day and definitely want to continue working as an artist, philosopher, writer etc. I am strong because I had to and I am strong because I choose to be every day.

Strength comes with love and patience and discipline.

I make sure I keep my mind balanced as good as I can.

I am willing to learn, to open up for the next right , trustable, loving person in my life. I cut you off, if you are not trustable.

Trust is rare. I choose trust above all.

I know what I offer. It´s not a joke.

My life is not a joke.

I look at life as a big road, as a big chance to develop and experience and learn and change in order to succeed.

I had to learn to say No first. And it was the hardest experiences. No to people I like. No to people I felt responsible for. No to people who loved me. No to men who loved me. No to sick women who needed me. Do you know what this means?

People hated me for saying No.

I was fighting and arguing all my life in order to live this „free, creative, self confident chapter“ now.

integrity.

Do more things you love, do more things you are afraid of. Test it. Feel it. Experience it. Figure it out. 

Leave your comfort zone.

In order to change. And plan your next steps.

Little or big ones. I am working on a new book right now. And I am grateful for all the opportunities coming my way. I don´t say I am leading, I don´t say I am better I just stay true to my character and soul and say I am living and sharing my truth.

I was born to be the person I am today.

As you are born to be the person you are right now.

It was challenging and painful to become who I am. I believe it was hard for you, to keep pushing yourself and keep hoping and I believe that you´ve been through shit, as well.

But it was all worth it. You know why? This is how growth feels like.

We fail and we stand up again. And we are able to prove ourselves that we are enough. That we can if there is will.

I am great. And no one will ever till me different.

I am a great, loving and a fighting woman. I fight for a better future.

I don´t allow negativity to destroy my joy and gratitude. We are all seeking for happiness. For our own acceptance.

But it starts right here and right now.

No status, No money.

It is our inner attitude. It depends on our mindset.

It depends on how we look at things.

Negative thinking is not productive. 

And optimism is a lie. What is interesting? What´s the third perspective?

„How can I reach it, How can I become joyful, How can I become creative, How?“

Human pain is natural.

It´s starts with the way you think about yourself and others. If you are happy with the person you see in the mirror, you can be really proud of who you are right now.

Its not even about the job. It´s about your attitude first of all.

 That´s the realest success and the biggest success.

Let go of people who want you to be different and let go of people who can´t love you the way you already are.

You can not make another person love you.

It´s not possible.

Either they do or not.

If someone makes u feel less, If someone talks negative towards you and try to keep you down, if someone laughs about your pain and leaves when you are weak and feel bad, you got to be brave enough to close the door behind you and choose : yourself.

Live your truth and focus on a better future.

Make the best out of your situation.

Imagine yourself in a situation that inspires you and makes you feel good.

Self-Respect means: I treat ohers respectful and I treat myself with respect. 

Self-Love means: I accept others as they are and I accept myself as I am right now. 

Self-Forgiveness means: I apologize to myself for false thinking and for painful thinking about myself and forgive others for treating me wrong.

You decide if you want to continue, you decide if it´s time to say „Bye“

You are able to fell in love with yourself and the life you are living right now. 

Nothing will ever makes your happier if you are not able to feel and appreciate yourself right now.

There is no luck.

I believe in hard work.

If you are looking for success, start with your own mindset. 

Reflect on yourself and on your personal decisions.

Stop blaming others.

Guilt is not the answer.

Change the words in your mind and start pushing yourself, start motivating yourself and allow yourself to find inspiration. Stop waiting for ideas. Read the books. Listen to the masters of whatever. Stop waiting for someone to help you. You are not a victim.

Stop looking at the world as a victim.

Your life is meant for you to be lived. 

Optimist are liars.

„You will be fine.“

„How can you know?“ 

I say: Do the best out of your situation.

Opportunities are always mixed with difficulties.

Nothing is easy. But it could always be worse. 

So stop waiting for another person to lift you up. 

Be your own mentor and motivate yourself as good as possible.

You are not a victim.

We are still here. And we are living our truth.

And we decide how we want to treat ourselves and how we want to treat others. 

changes of wisdom.

i am passionate about changes. 

i love the fact, that we as human are able to transform our lives and minds.

we are the only creatures who are able to transform and able to create and use our minds in such an complex but intelligent way.

i am fascinated by the word and experience of transformation.

everyone can become a great leader. (that is what i know) 

start with your family.

my father once asked me : 

„Christina, what is the solution of a war? what do you think?“

It took me 3 sec to answer and the answer was: „philosophy.“ 

And we started arguing aggressive  for 20 minutes `cause it might seemed to simple for him – so he got mad.

And then I said: 

„You are a bad listener. You blame others. But you don´t ask for solution. You don´t want to think about solutions. instead you decide to blame others. blame me for the wrong answer. what is wrong with my answer? Think about it first. You want to believe that we live in a bad world, where rich people destroy our planet. That is the image you have of your world. This the image that most people have about the world. But there are people out there – writing poets, talented and gifted artists, who paint for humanity, leader who speak their truth, teacher, mothers, fathers who work hard, philosopher are wise people – who write with hope for better – great thinker deserve millions of dollars – motivational coaches of wisdom – who serve that many people and unfortunately not everyone is willing to „listen“  – humanity is able to change. to learn and transform. It might take time. But it is not impossible. It is possible to keep the balance of love and hate. so this world is paradox. we need a better balance. we need more of good and less of hate. But for now : start with your family. you have your own big war. start with yourself. start with your family. and then ask „how can I change this world and make a difference and leave a mark“. 

After this he was shocked.

And I remember that moment so well.

„I ´ve never raised my voice in front of my father. I was powerful and fast and I was shocked – as he was shocked and then he said.

„Christina , you are crazy.“

„I am crazy enough to believe I am able to leave a mark and change my world for better..“

wow I am so ready to discuss with men. I am ready to raise my voice. I am ready to give you the answer.

at the same time – I respect him and I love him and i believe he was my biggest trainer – he made me – therefore I am grateful but he is scared and he experienced bad things as I did and he is not willing to change his state of thinking, yet.

„So whatever“

We are not done „by blaming others“ it´s not the solution.

It´s poor thinking. 

Most of us are scared of this world – of the white rich bad guy. we forgot the most powerful energy is love and wisdom and information and team work and our responsibility is to train kids better.

we need philosophy as we need music and water.

this world needs more leaders and i am not talking about stars or in general famous people.

no.

everyone wants to be fame now.

that is not the solution.

i am talking about faithful leaders who speak their truth if they feel like speaking.

willing to pass their experiences in a truthful way and learn from life experiences so they can pass their wisdom to other people.

we learn from each other.

god is big.

god is everything you can travel and understand – if you see the ocean – there must be a bigger intelligent than we are able to describe and understand.

all you need is to trust.

there is something higher, bigger, most intelligent, a concept – named god or „universe“.

all you need to know is that you are a part of this whole concept.

and god is the pure energy of synchronized, floating love and love is the strongest energy we are able to feel.

love heals, love is able to transform anything.

love is the biggest energy for creation.

look at this planet.

love stays while pain goes away.

love is the only truth.

and love is god.

 

guidance, protection, higher wisdom.

we need faith.

faith to fight our enemies. 

faith to continue. 

faith to open up and faith to choose love instead of hate. 

love is a never – ending learning process.

they say „the biggest revenge is great success.“ 

ok so let´s get  it.

everything good – will be attacked. (that´s a fact)

i am ready.

most women like me – feel rejected. 

we are used to that.

good looking , talented, outstanding women.

most women like me – feel rejected, ignored and misunderstood.

a woman who loves herself and enjoys her life?

(shut up)

and speaks out her mind? 

(shut up)

of course i got people supporting me. 

and i am able to say : i am healed

my mind is different than years ago. 

my spirit is leading.

i know, i am not alone. 

i  got you.

my family always got my back.

can you see how fast we run?

i grow fast. 

i feel protected.

i am guided.

so you are.

we live in a physically world in a physical body.

but no limits for your soul.

no limits for my soul.

my soul is big.

let us become the change we need to be for this world.

let´s start now. 

step by step. 

of course i am scared.

of course you are.

but i chose to win.

and we already won.

„when do you start building ?“ „if i am done“ 

i want you to be brave, strong, motivated and i want you to learn to listen to yourself

to speak when you feel like speaking your truth.

i want you to be a thinker.

a dreamer.

a do-er.

a human being with sense of humor.

i want you to fight for better.

be respectful.

fight for yourself.

fight for the people you love.

protect your dreams.

never stop dreaming.

set your goals.

ask for wisdom.

be brave enough to love.

learn to open up.

write it all down.

i want you to start believing in yourself as you believe in others.

do you believe in god?

i want you to support others as you would love to be supported. 

i want you to be loyal if you want others to be loyal. 

i want you to be fair. 

i want you to be your authentic self – cause this is how the world needs you to be.

you are unique.

i want you to be sensitive and strong at the same time.

like a mother – like a father.

i want you to be the best you possibly can.

wherever you are and whatever you choose – do it the best way you possibly can. 

take your time.

follow your own rituals.

if you need help – ask for help.

learn to ask.

like a child would ask.

„i ask for wisdom. i ask for guidance.“ 

i want you to live your life according your goals.

practice self acceptance – how are you talking to yourself?

change „i can not“ with „how can i“ 

speak better to yourself.

we are used to be treated less than we are.

repeat the words you want to believe about yourself.

they say „success is like the ocean“ 

i don´t say i am a good artist.

i say i am already the greatest version of myself. 

i am a huge giver and caring person and a big loving soul.

as you are.

and no one will ever change this.

not even evil.

i am a visionary. 

i am willing to serve humanity.

my tools are right here with me.

all i need to do is continue walking.

right now i am running.

i am scared.

of course.

everything must change.

life is preparing me. life is preparing us.

and if you are reading this – you are closer to me and able to feel your own soul.

 

Christina Dimitra, 26th November  2018

wow.

decide with whom you want to sit down and talk about your personal questions, business or life or whatever…

we all need skills.

we do.

it´s a never ending learning process.

but it´s fun and interesting.

you are able to see and become the change, enjoy the ride and meet different kind of people who might are inspiring to you in a way…

pick your teacher, pick your mental coaches, pick the quotes you need and keep them in mind.

be thankful for advices and learn to thank persons around you who pass you their wisdom or knowledge.

people who are not afraid to let you know „how beautiful and intelligent you are“

most are not brave enough to tell you „how beautiful you are and how unique and how intelligent and funny.“

it´s nothing you get easily.

most won´t tell you the truth.

the truth is love.

people get payed to pass their knowledge.

people get payed to pass their wisdom.

big successful and rich people pass their wisdom wisely.

not as foolish as i am. 

i am wring because i feel like i can not stop.

i am obsessed. 

but it is a great obsession.

i am thankful for this kind of obsession. 

cause i got a lot more of `em. hehe. 

again: good advise, a good listener, a smart talker and a loyal person who is able to reflect and able to look at things non judgmental should be thanked everyday.

everyday.

this kind of human is worth a millions of dollars.

a billions of „thank you“ a day.

this kind of human is worth to be thanked and listened to and respected to. 

period. 

25th  November 2018 , Christina Dimitra